hey..
Today, I self-declare holiday.. hahas..
Never go sch today.. Bad day to skip la.. Been looking forward for tue ever since donno when.
Nvm la.. maybe next week? hopefully..
today realise alot of stuff.. realise wad been happenin arnd. Feel sad at first la.. but I guess, I cant be bothered anymore. Let it be ba.. So much for being nice.
Really really tired of being nice. Period.
Just goin to be nice to myself.. I guess
/Hopped!
10:29 PM
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Hey..
Today.. though alot of things happen, just in a neutral mood la..
Cant be bothered with this kind of stuff already.. Washing my hands off things soon. Just do wad you guys think is rite la.. Not saying that it's none of my business but I'm already sian of this kind of thing. I just wan my own space and just wan to do my own things. At least I'll be happier that way.
Donno la.. I just wan to sleep.. hahas
nitex..
Hope I meet you again tmr.. hopefully. I'm prayin hard for it to happen..
/Hopped!
11:42 PM
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Yawnnssss~~~
Soo sleepy and tired..
Was workin hard the whole day.. got into some trouble during work but dont worry, it's settle.. I think..
Then also got one property agent give me his namecard and ask me for my contacts.. say got job for me.. I was like.. ok.. wadever..
After that take cab home. talk to PL about ppl being stress la.. Relax la.. I know wad I'm doing. I also aware of my surroundings. everybody, dont be so stress. Relax.. have an ice cream or sweets or anything nicee..
Home already, bath then go out again to grandma house.. nothing much there la.. always go there very bored one. All my cousins below 13 no one to mix with.
Then my dad say want go have drink or smth la.. then go the shop see got banana split.. somemore long time nvr eat that. I eat la.. so nice!!
Ok la.. I'm officially dead liao.. so tired..
nites
Ohh wait.. before I go, just now go pet shop, see a cat.. I really wan la.. but i know my mum sure wont allow.. nvm la.. see how. maybe try persuading her..
I want a cat.. I'm willing to work for it and pay her expenses..
/Hopped!
12:04 AM
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hey..
time to do some bloggin.. wahahaha
FridayErr.. I think I did nothing.. I was sleeping the whole afternoon cause I slept pretty early in the morning + went out just 3 hrs after that. At night, just continue playing games.. hahahahas
SaturdayWent out to work.. I know I shouldnt be workin la cause I havent fully recovered yet. But, for the love of money.. actually is cause I no money.
Super duper very tired now. So sleepy somemore..
Think I go sleep soon. Tomorrow also goin work again.. boringg.
nites
/Hopped!
8:54 PM
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hello..
FridayI officially declare today a public holiday.. No school.. Hurray!! Actually it's elearning day so no school.. Think I slack at home today.. but also feel like going out but still not really 100% ok.. I think only 60% workable.. See how la.. maybe ask somebody or anybody out. Anyone free can always give me a call..
ThursdayFinish school at 10am.. but guess wad time i go home.. 7pm.. Was doing up my icas and playing ff8. (I only stop when the game crash again. Sign for me to stop playing)
Then actually plan nothing.. Thought going to be another lonely day. Then while getting into a comfy spot already, TN and PL showed up. Then talk abit they run off do ICAs.. So just cont do my ICA lo.. Then they comeback show me a couple of stuff, Lex came over. That bugger come to sch just to study and swim. Hahas. He no class.. If I were him, I would have slack at home. While he went swimming, PL come over study.. So long nvr study with her la.. Actually was playing game but then see her study so hard feel abit guilty so finish up some other work.. Hahas..
Talking about ICAs, was really angry with those FT la.. They like just do anyhow then happy happy write email if not satisfy help them edit. Like wad sia.. At least attempt to do properly la.. Just copy paste. Copy also can copy wrongly.. Then I know you cannot speak good english, (I not talking about proper english. Just understandable one..) at the very least, type properly can? Dont type here and there all over the place with the fullstop and comma everywhere. Sian la.. talking about it really make me unhappy la.. How long you all want depend on us? Ultimately, you got to do your own work, your ownself..
Enough about them la..
WednesdayI cant remember much wad happen. Wad I know is I sleep during lecture cause I was super tired and super sick.
Btw Lex.. I heard the whole conversation not part of it.. Haha. NVM.. Give you head start with her..
It's getting pretty late now.. very very late infact, early?
Nites
/Hopped!
1:56 AM
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hello..
sigh.. I think I'm sick again..
my cough got worst again and my nose is block..
Just now, during skills, did hypocount. Actually dont want to do cause I know I got coagulation problem. I know my finger will take sometime to stop bleeding. But then, I was asking the lecturer some qn about this hypocount la.. Then after answering my qn she ask whether I poke already or not? Of course say no la.. early morning where can lie one? No good..
Then she stand there expecting me to poke la.. So I just slowly take the needle and poke lo.. Since Val was infront of me, I ask her to poke lo.. Wah.. The needle after poking realise it's not for our skin type lo.. This one is for those rougher skin. Thats why it sting pretty bad..
So much for hypocount la..
Then today, just now after school was standing at the MRT platform enjoying the wind la.. I go change my spot then saw Fi, Hid and Aisha.. Bad timing la.. I dont feel like talking. My happiness meter was pretty very very low. Almost dried up. After which, Linda, Baox and Sharon came also.. Baox was talking about her not being anorexic.. and YES. She does look anorexic.. I think she was talking to me when I turn away and face the another side..
Sorry Baox.. didnt mean to do it. Just dont feel like talking or socialising or wad la...
Then when reach Jurong already, didnt feel like going home. So go IMM. Go eat ice cream then come back.. I know I shouldnt be eating la cause I'm sick but.. dont know la. Just feel like eating. hahas..
Ok la.. I think I want to take meds and go bed.
Nites
/Hopped!
11:04 PM
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2nd week of sch started..
Still feeling stress-free.. nothing much to do..
In fact, just now do the stress test, my score was high cause I feel as if I got nothing to do.
Ok la.. so much for stress.
Wish can go holiday. Just feel like going far far away..
Stayed back in sch till 730 alone. Doing up paeds ica.. in fact, I think I finish except left with doing the ppt slides.. Hmm.. while doing it, I just feel weird. Am I studying alone? I've never actually studied alone.
During sec sch, although I never studied much, there's always the seniors whom will invite me to join them like Han Siong and Norman..
For O's, I always go down to Miao place to study with Matt and maybe YW or sometimes YX..
Now, I'm actually doing it alone? I remembered that last few sem, someone will always studied with me.. Like PL, Aisha, Ashie or whoever la..
Just now, Fi msn me about her feeling stressed up and feels that she got so much to do.
I was actually surprise for her to be msning me about her prob.. Not that I dont want to help her or anything but.. I've always envy her.
She always been having alot of friends.. Friends to study with. Friends to have fun with. Friends to just be there when she's there la.. Complete totally opposite of me.
Currently, wad about me? I eat alone in sch.. if not for azahar but if his gf is arnd, I eat alone. I study alone. Thats for sure. I have fun alone.. More of I play with my laptop only and do nothing else with.. In fact, I even shop for stuff alone.
and, due to all this, I feel as if I only appear to most ppl only when problem arise and they need my help. but dont worry.. of course, I'll still help whoever who asked me for help. The least I could do is help those that needed help.
so much for all this la.. I think I wan go sleep.. or at least just lie down in bed.
/Hopped!
11:56 PM
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I'm bored..
tmr 2nd week of sch. not really looking forward to it but at least, I will have things to do.
Thought of looking for a job to pass time but now not really best time to find one.. so many younger kids on holidays looking for one.. doubt can find any suitable one.
Maybe, tmr I'll stay back in school and do some studying. see how la.. nowadays dont really have any mood to do anything.
Guess i go sleep early today. My eye getting bad.. My cough getting better but my throat feel itchier.. Like getting dryer like that. Just need to dring more water I guess..
Lastly, should I get Lemone? Feel like getting one.. the school library copy like forever not there..
/Hopped!
11:43 PM
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Here's something that i find amusing that came out from the news regarding Dumbledore (Harry Potter Series - Hogwarts Headmaster)
Rowling Lets Dumbledore Out of the Closet
Some Angered as Rowling Reveals Potter Mentor Was Into Wizards, Not Witches
By HANNA SIEGEL
Oct. 20, 2007
Well, it's official. Albus Dumbledore, a hero of the phenomenally popular Harry Potter series and headmaster of the wizarding school Hogwarts, is gay.
That's right, Harry's mentor and father-figure would prefer a nice wizard to a hot witch any day.
In a surprising new Potter twist, author J.K. Rowling outed Dumbledore at New York's Carnegie Hall in front of 2,000 Potter fans during a question and answer session Friday night.
After reading an excerpt from the seventh installment of her series, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," one young fan asked if Dumbledore had ever loved anyone.
"Dumbledore is gay, actually," replied Rowling.
She was initially met with a surprised silence but ultimately the audience erupted in cheers for several minutes prompting Rowling to add, "I would have told you earlier if I knew it would make you so happy."
Rowling went on to explain that Dumbledore fell for Gellert Grindelwald, his childhood friend with similarly brilliant wizarding skills, who eventually went over to the dark side and became the predecessor to the infamous villain Voldemort. That love, explained Rowling, was Dumbledore's "great tragedy."
Rowling explained that the issue of Dumbledore's sexuality came up in the making of one of the Harry Potter films.
"In fact, recently I was in a script read-through for the sixth film, and they had Dumbledore saying a line to Harry early in the script, saying, 'I knew a girl once, whose hair--'"
The crowd laughed.
"I had to write a little note in the margin and slide it along to the scriptwriter -- 'Dumbledore's gay!'" she said.
Die-hard Potter muggles quickly reacted to the news online. The Harry Potter fan site
TheLeakyCauldron.org had no less than 1,048 comments posted on the story as of early Saturday.
Many fans were thrilled with the announcement.
"This is a victory for homosexuality the world over," one wrote. "Dumbledore is iconic, and I can't wait for all those little children to hear about this. I am so insanely proud of [Rowling] for doing this."
But, not surprisingly, others were appalled.
"Thank you for permanently staining my view of Dumbledore," read a post from someone identifying himself or herself only as "Concerned Reader."
One major anti-Potter crusader is Laura Mallory, a mother of four from Georgia, who made headlines earlier this month when she told the Gwinnett County Board of Education that the series was trying to indoctrinate children into the Wicca religion. In response to Dumbledore's outing, Mallory told ABC News that the Potter series has "an anti-Christian agenda," and, "this only further supports that."
"My prayer is that parents would wake up, that the subtle way this is presented as harmless fantasy would be exposed for what it really is -- a subtle indoctrination into anti-Christian values," said Mallory. "The kids are being introduced to a cult and witchcraft practices.
"A homosexual lifestyle is a harmful one," she added. "That's proven, medically."
Not surprisingly, conservatives at Saturday's Values Voters' summit in Washington also had some thoughts on the now controversial wizard.
"I feel like children's books shouldn't be political -- they shouldn't have political ties, they're entertainment," attendee Katie Beach said. "I think it's pretty ridiculous for her to say that or to do that."
But none of that has stopped Rowling, who said she considers her novels as a "prolonged argument for tolerance," and urged her fans to "question authority."
Rowling's last Potter book, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," made history when it was released in July. Eleven million copies flew off shelves in the first 24 hours alone. And though the story chronicled the last of Harry's adventures, the renewed controversy may suggest Rowling's characters, muggle or wizard, gay or straight, will live on far beyond the end of the series.
ABC news-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hahas.. Think J.K Rowling can say whatever she wants now.. She earned her money..
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12:35 PM
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Argh.. stupid vista stupid final fantasy 8..
I cant seems to be able to play the game properly..
Final Fantasy 8 came out in 1999. So the system requirement for this game is pretty low.
My com can support it but due to advancement of technology, my com specs abit too good so need to download all those patches and stuff la..
Now it keep crashing. I think the patch got problem.. Cant be my disc cause I just bought it and of course, I'm not a piratee..
Maybe if new patch dont come out out in a few months time, I'll sell it away. arghh.. so frustrating.
but why i blaming vista? cause i dont know. just want to blame someone beside my com. hahas
Staying busy, trying to stay happy, forcing a smile..
Wish I dont have this carefree life
/Hopped!
6:56 PM
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hi
Today, is friday. Means, last day of school for the week. Means by the time i post this, I would have finish school at least more than 3 hours ago. Let me recap wad I did so far this week.
Warning ahh.. if you got no time, come back another day. Long post.
Monday1st day of school. I was running late. 1st lesson was with doris chan. I was late but then. Class havent go in so i'm early. Was pretty much packed with lessons and more lessons.
Spend the whole day alone..
Tuesday2nd day of school. I was running late again. 1st lesson with Mike. Oh.. he was my 1 day CI at CGH for 1st posting. Pretty nice guy. Last lesson Bio. The lecturer was soo boring.. so me and azahar spend our last hour in the canteen. Decided to go home straight after that. Was stoning at the MRT platform when I saw Cat.. My gosh.. she still as cute as ever.. hahas. Though she waved at me first, I was actually practically staring at her la.. *guilty guilty* then i admit i cant keep my eyes off her for the ride home la.. hahas.
Then since I in happy mood, I go cut my hair. The lady that cut my hair just trainee la.. so sian. destroyed my hair. Now I dont like. But since I happy mood, forgive and forget la.. Just nice nice pay and go home.
Then still high at home. Surprisingly, after so many days of ignoring PL, she msg me one msn. Told her I was fine and not ignoring her all that la.. but actually, was pretty pissed off during wad happen during IMH attachment that's why ignore her. but nvm la.. I forgive and forget. So long ago also.. might as well forget about it. Oh ya.. back to topic. She told me she got wad she wanted la.. (Cant say it here. Confidentiality reasons.) I was laughing all the way when I heard about it. I dont know why.. Maybe I want to cover up my sadness. My happy mood still sustain.. so did not feel sad or anything. In fact still laughing alot.
WednesdayDidnt get much sleep. Cough too much at night and also was thinking of the previous day happy and sad events. My laughter was gone. My happiness all gone. Practically stoned the whole day.. actually, more of trying to hide my sadness and be happy. So I practically force a smile the whole day.
Even when going home, the train dont like me. On the way home, the train broke down in between YCK and Khatib. So stuck inside for like 15 mins or so.. and since the next few train was crowded. I hide at YCK platform and just enjoy the afternoon breeze.. Spend sometime thinking.. and more thinking.. and more thinking.. by the time I decided to board the 4th train, my eyes got watery. I think my eyes got watery.. and no, I didnt cry. Guys dont cry. Someone once told me. Guys dont cry. Guys job is to comfort gals who are crying. Thats the purpose of their broad shoulders. Sorry ahh.. cant remember told me that.
Finished up half of my med-surg ica when I got home. Guess to overcome this problem is to keep myself busy. As busy as possible..
ThursdayWoke up slightly early for school. Was packing my bag then realise abit too light so decided to bring my lappie to school. Cant get the school wireless running so meet up with the IT guy for help. Pretty nice guy.
Since I was a loner ever since monday, this thing have started to be my companion. With you, I be able to finished up my work, and entertain myself with some games. Thanks Lappie.
Back to Thursday..
I stayed up in school till 8 to finish up the remaining med surg icas and the tutorials.. also did some quick revision for bio.
Then Leslie msn say whether want go wm or not. So we go wm la.. go there spend quite alot.. bought a new game but more importantly, bought 2 new cough mixture.
I'm still not happy with 1 of them. The pharmacist bluff me..
*Pharmacist put promethazine on the table
me: I take this one? You got anything that wont cause drowsiness not?
Pharmacist: This one not drowsy..
me: sure or not? I thought promethazine will cause drowsiness one? (i remembered this drug)
Pharmacist: Maybe abit la.. but shouldnt be much of a problem.
me: ohh ok lo. I get this one..
I took this drug and got drowsy.. very drowsy.. very very drowsy..
FridayHad breakfast at home.. then still coughing badly then see only medicine left is the promethazine in my fridge. So heck care la.. cough so much might as well take it.
Then go sch.. in the train ride to school,I got drowsy again.. so i think i dose off.. when I woke up, I was in.. ermm Ang Mo Kio. Hahas.. I overshot a stop. So funny. So drop then transfer to another side. Still manage to be early for school. so good.
During the 5hour break, we were having group discussions for 3 hour.. sorry guys. I know I didnt talk much and even if I did, i only say out wrong info. I was too drowsy to think properly..
Went for night class. The lecturer was Sister Subha from CGH. wa.. when I was nearly sleeping, she suddenly look at me and say "You go to ward 44 before right?" I was like.. suddenly wake up. wa.. then dont dare to fall asleep already.
After class, when reach MRT station, was feeling thirsty. So go cheers buy green tea drink la.. Then while going out, I saw them. At first I saw him walk in first la.. I thought it's him la.. Lex did introduce him to me once but that was so long ago la.. Then she walk in. I stun there for a couple of seconds la. Then saw her blushing and smiling at me la. So being nice, I force a smile la.. but deep down inside, I was sad again. Sigh..
Go up already, saw Linda, Sharon and Belinda. Didnt expect to see them there. Sigh.. bad timing. But nvm la.. use them to get distracted. When I board the train, Linda asked me why I look so sad. Didnt know she can see it too.. Maybe I was too obvious.
Of course I never tell her anything la.. Just say feeling drowsy. Maybe thats why looks sad. Which is abit true la.. I was still drowsy.
Then she asked me whether after graduation I really wanted to be a nurse. I've thought alot about that la.. I know and I want to be one.. but cant decide on what kind of specialisation I want. Linda suggested doing paeds but I just dont like kids la.. even if wad Linda says is true, those babies in nursery only know how to cry so wont be so troublesome, I just dont like that kind of noise la.. Then Linda says she considering paeds also but most probably she go back to TTSH become SN there.. I believe she will be a good nurse. ^_^
Alrite la.. thats all for today. Pretty long rite? Just feel like expressing out wad I want to say la cause nowadays not much people I can talk to.
Ciao!
Hey.. if you happen to be reading this, I'm sorry for not exactly being truthful all that la.. and about that dont worry about it la. I'll get over it. Sorry for the trouble. I am just contented seeing you being happier and smiling more.. so, good luck ya.. ^_^ and dont stress so much ya. hahas
/Hopped!
11:13 PM
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Still in school..
Finished up 2035 ica.. so happy.
Finished typing out all the minutes.. so super happy.
Study abit for bio.. so super super happy.
sigh.. but it's sure boring staying back alone. till arnd 7+ somemore. so quiet also.
sian..
maybe goin home soon.. see first.. hahas or should i study more? hmm.. go home still need to do tutorial and revise abit for tmr clinical. or maybe i go buy some games to play.. hahas
temptations!!
and dont worry.. I had dinner ^_^
if anyone feel like staying back in school to study or just slack arnd. do call me.. book me in advance.. hahas
Ciao!
just want to keep myself busy..
/Hopped!
7:17 PM
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Argh.. so tired. so sleepy.
but i cant sleep. hahas
/Hopped!
7:27 AM
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anyway, anyone taking Statistics for elective?
MSN me..
/Hopped!
9:10 PM
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I'm in no condition to go school later..
Cant sleep due to a very bad cough..
See how..
/Hopped!
2:15 AM
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Let me do some updating..
Fridayhmm.. i perform some miracles.
First of all, i woke up, bath and get out to buy some black trash bags..
To CLEAN my room!!
For those who have entered my room before, you will know that it's in a super big mess where it's not possible to have a nice walk inside. Well, if you going to do so, most probably you'll be able to do it. ^_^
And my room smell nice. Cause my mum says so. Trust me, even if you got sensitive nose, you wont be able to smell your own room. Only outsiders can.
After doing the mass cleaning aka mass throwing.. went to sch to buy sch books. Wishing the line could be at least a little bit longer, my wish not granted at all. Go there, get the booklist, get the books, pay, and I'm done. All less than 3 mins. Consider the auntie take her time to see that im there.. as if I'm invisible..
Then go to leslie place, get some stuff. Show me the stuff his bro just bought. man.. how i wish i got that kind of thing in my room..
On the way home, pass by her place. Thought of looking her up but.. guess not. Since she said she wanna disappear, I guess I'll respect that. Maybe 5 years later, we'll meet again. Like how you reappear again after we lost contact 5 years ago..
Saturdaynothing much happen. Infact, pretty sad that I need to go visiting while watching Miss Teen USA. Gosh! didnt know those blonde are so pretty..
Thats all for now.. See ya..
Tmr sch reopens.. but I'm sick. Just the coughing non-stop and the cough mixture making me drowsy.. Hope I can drag to sch by then..
/Hopped!
12:09 AM
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I know I've been missing lately..
been hibernating.. actually, I'm sick again.
Panadol really do wonders to me.. with just 500mg of paracatemol, I can:
Feel drowsy 15 mins after taking it.
Get into deep sleep for the next 12 hours.
And still feel abit drowsy after waking up.
Thats why, I'm always online but never really reply. Either sleeping or just drowsing away watching anime and not bothering to talk.
Actually, I didnt even feel like talking to anyone. Just want to go away. Somewhere far away. But I know it's impossible. School starting soon. Buying lecture notes tmr.. Hope they sell everything.
Sigh.. Such a bad week this week. Hope something better coming up soon.
Bye!
4 more days to school reopen.
0.01% chance? thats as good as zero
/Hopped!
11:41 PM
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I just spend my day watching anime.
Lets talk abit of wad im currently watching..
Currently watchin eye shield 21.
It's about a guy who has always been bullied join the american football club as a secretary for the club. Turns out that he becomes the secret weapon for the club.
For more info, you can always watch it at crunchyroll.
Highly 5 stars recommended by Sharke.
You'll enjoy this anime if you enjoy,
MajorOver DriveYesterday nite, just change my laptop. from 16 inch to 14 inch. Can feel the shiokness.. however, bad side is.. all my games gone. now nothing to play!!
More importantly, the cd i bought i forgot to remove from the laptop.. So, I believe it's gone..
Just gotten my results.. wont matter anyway.. not as if anyone cares.
hmm.. been thinking of a new countdown. Lets countdown to sch reopens.
7 more days..
Is it really true? You really going to disappear for good? If it's true, may we meet again.. someday..
/Hopped!
11:39 PM
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Been having a no-lifer this weekend..
This coming week, nothing to do again.. anything for me to do? If got anything, can just call me. I very free one..
I want to go back to my exercise regime but.. fasting mth la.. scared cannot tahan. so no choice, I think I'll just sit down quietly at home.
My life is so borrriiiiiinggggg...
arghhhhhhh
few more hours to go then results out.. Im nervous
/Hopped!
10:46 PM
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yea.. attachment finally finish.
Yesterday, another fun day but another nothing to do day. All my daidee decided to switch to chinese chess. So, I was super bored.. Ended up playing among ourself but who cares, it's the last day.
At nite, after break fast, Mr Aziz ask us whether we want to go to Sayang Wellness Centre. and ohh my, if IMH is called Hougang Chalet, it must be because of this. It's just super nice la.. with well furnished furniture and good programmes with spacious rooms and a few other goodies. The cost is about $190 per day for B1 ward not inclusive consultation fees.
If I were to go crazy one day I will definitely checked myself into that centre.
After we go back from the centre, another round of sing-a-long session. Just love it la.. dont mind doing another round of attachment just for this session. Goin to miss how Mr Aziz play Love, Me by Collin Raye.
After shift, we decide to stay back abit as we will definitely miss this place and have a short chat with Mr Aziz. All good things need to come to an end afterall. One of the nicer attachment arnd..
Went home with Nabil and Kenny. They took the super long way to get home. Usually I'll be home by 11 but yesterday, I got home at 1130.
Alrite, runnin abit late for work.. Ciao
2 more days.. my timetable not out also.. maybe will come out on monday..
/Hopped!
9:05 AM
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I miss a day. Yesterday was too busy to blog.
I think I goin back to the flyers business for a DS lite. Still saving up and maybe possible to get it after my mum pay me the $90 bucks I work at her shop.
Yesterday, the NC, Mr Aziz plays the guitar in the ward. It's super nice plus he plays some of my fav songs plus his singing is very very nice. Maybe if he go for some idol contest, he might win.
Samuel was abit emo yesterday cause of you know wad reason. I understand how he feels la.. I was in that position before and infact, mine was worst.
Today, I just know exciting things will happen. I dont know wad is it but I have a feeling, it would be tense and interesting.
For all I know, every good things must come to an end. Boys dont cry when it ends. Only gals do. But, for some unknown reason, dust tend to attack our eyes the most it happens.
Alrite, need to go bath and get myself to work. Ciao!
Last day today...
3 days more.. my heart is abit too fast.
I'm tired. Just tired. Sorry..
/Hopped!
8:44 AM
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I'm so tired.. Lets make this a fast one.
Today, Mr Abu on leave. But, we got another trainee CI to replace him. Today suppose to be his first day under Mr Abu but since he never come, he pretty much on his own. Quite a nice guy who can relate well with us.
Nothing much happen today.
Really just enjoy the breeze at coffee bean again. This time, never sleep. Just happy being able to see the world go round, looking at people and enjoy the wind..
Thats all for now, sleepy la.. dont really feel like bloggin too much. Nites.
2 more days.. no more morning shift. Left with afternoon shift..
5 more days.. I'm getting nervous. Will I pass or will I fail?
PS: I'm starting another countdown. This one is my Bio paper result.I'm just imitating ur behavior..
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11:32 PM
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Guess I'm really too tired. Fall asleep at coffee bean @ singpost just now while reading newspaper. hahas..
This morning Abu (my CI) want to assess me on my meds. Then ask me about the meds I've done for case study. I told him I dont have the notes with me yet. Was still with PL as she came late today. So cant collect it first thing in the morning. Then guess wad. Abu was like telling me, since you've done it, you should have remembered wads been written.
It's not that I dont remembered. It's cause I didnt have enough sleep last nite. In fact, I never sleep. So I just say out wad I can remember la.. But he very nice.. Say he lazy to assess me today. So my peers goin to be the one assessing. So of course they say I good la..
After break, was slacking in the night counter with everyone. Everyone was making fun of this particular pt who got delusion of grandious. Lets call him Mr Z.
Mr Z thinks he was from the heavenly army with a mission ordered by god to touch women butt. So of course, Vanessa and Wen Ting was super super scared. but of course, Samuel will save the day if Vanessa is being touched all that.
Back to topic..
Mr Z wans to make a phone call to a lady in heaven. Even gave us the number. 99999999999 (11 9s to be exact). Of course, we are not so crazy to dial for him. but since he was so persistant, we decided to let him give him the call.. one of us decided to be the gal.. pretty amusing. but of course, this is not ethical. hahas
Later on, something umpleasent happen. I fought with Mr Z. I got irritated by his nonsence. I know that he is a mental patient but, something got over me. I was just very irritated. So I ask him to shut up. Of course, being god's army, he fought back. He started scolding me all the four letter all that and started asking me to kneel down to seek for forgiveness. I was on the verge of punching him when something stops me. Maybe my last bit of rationale. Didnt want to get into any trouble. So just go back inside the night counter..
Sigh.. dont know la. Now I'm having knee problem again. So painful.. cause im too thin thats y got this kind of problem.. *refer to my BMI
Enough bloggin for today.. Bye.
3 more days.. Last morning shift tmr..
I'll be glad if I can see more of ur smile. I'm just happy to see them.
/Hopped!
9:27 PM
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New Week, New Start..
hopefully4 more days.. time to rush case studies..
To tell you the truth, thats the worst I could feel right now.. With the awkward silence. I just dont feel rite. Been thinking about it the whole day.. Afterall, I was the one who's in the wrong. Hope things change for the better..
/Hopped!
9:56 PM
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