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I'm goin psycho as my bios prac comming next week.

and guess wad, I think the only thing I know about endocrine system is:

It begins with the letter E and end with the letter E.

as for Psycho, I think I going psycho for attracting too much attention in lectures..

It's good to be answering questions but not all of them..

and for the love of psychos, for you mini psychos who wan help from this psycho, feel free to ask this psycho to psycho you to understand and enjoy getting psycho..

In return, why dont you psycho me to study Bio with you.. that will be a great deal.

ooopss..

I told lex I go school early to give him moral support for Prac test.. and I think I late..

See you all later..

Hopefully

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8:55 AM

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I got a new special power.

What is it??

The buzzing in my ear..

What it does??

When it sense a cute cute sweet sweet girl, it'll go crazy and buzz like siao just like how a bee will buzz when it see a nice looking flower..

When it peak??

When it sees her.. for eg, just now in the library when she walk pass me.




On a serious note, this thing is soo irritating!! Cant concentrate properly. Damn it.. Go away. Switch the remote off..

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12:11 AM

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I'm having temporary deafness on my left ear. And my right ear is also not hearing things as good as before..

So I'll be missing all those openly small chats you guys making as I wont be able to listen.

and unless u are infront of me, dont try talking to me as I most probably wont be listening.
And good thing I got the hang of lip reading.. if not, sure die

Wait for my dad and went to see Dr after school and guess wad.. Dr said got some bleeding in both ears.. then ask me to put olive oil on my ear and next week go see him again to do ear syringing..

He also managed to scold me for digging till got blood.. not my fault wad.. this morning ask my mum to check out my ear and she start digging got blood not as if i dig using cotton bud got blood.

The olive oil smell so nice la.. and when my mum find out that it is olive oil, she immediately asked me whether can use to cook or not.. hahas. that small bottle also wan kope from me...

Later (tue) got prac exam. All the best for me.

Good luck and good nites..

and ya.. the buzzing sound in my ear is soo irritating.. hope can sleep.

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12:50 AM

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With sore muscles on every part of my body, I've turned crazy..

Eating like a sumo wreastler to gain body mass.. But my money disappeared. Thanks to all the junk foods..

Jogging everyday early in the morning and in the evening if not swimming.

Preparing for amazing race. Dont want to be the one who will pull the team down.

By the way, anyone done or good at abseilling? Anyone got any lobang for crash course? If got can msn me or sms me or email me at

Sharkenstein@gmail.com

And if there is any crash course for kayaking also do tell me.. but i prefer doing the abseilling first..

And whoever got the "missing" Silva compass, lend me for a while.. hahas




Alrite
Gone for now.. meeting my darling..


Adios!

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7:32 PM

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"Have You Ever"

[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

[Repeat chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you fin'ly found the one

You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?

[Repeat chorus]

[Bridge:]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me?
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep

[Repeat chorus twice]

Have you ever?

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Been hearing to this song.. Pretty much a reflect of my life now..

Miao says Brandy one sounds better. I say Westlife one better.

So which do you think is better?

Lets vote.

For the different version, msn me.

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8:39 PM

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How I wish I can just smile at you, with you returning it. Anything for those wide smile pointing at me.

How I wish I can say hi to you, with you returning it with a sweet nice voice which make me want you.

Just the simple convo which I miss and sure want it again.

The countless times we walk pass each other, I just look. Looking at you and figuring should I or should I not. Playing through my mind till you're gone.

With that, I prayed hard that one day, we shall meet again and this time, I'll do it.

Those wishes, those prayers I one day hope. Hope it happens with the beginning of something new.


Note: Shaifullah is by all means not emo at all.. He just trying to express how he feels.

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10:38 PM

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I hit a couple of pretty low notes today.. Feeling down and out.

I dont know why.. Maybe tired? I dont know..

Maybe cause I'm sad. Sigh..

Dont know la... Just want to focus on clinical for the time being..

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11:24 PM

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Today, went for Simulation..

Before class, bought food and green tea to eat BUT I got diarrhea. Didnt even manage to open my green tea. The lecturers are all like rushing me up.

Overall, pretty fun. But like I say, I thought I will be stressed out but nope.. didnt manage to get to me. At most I will say I feel panicky.

After the evaluation all that, Ms Cristine was like telling me I did pretty well for insulin jab and IV drip. Say I must have practice alot and know my stuff well.. Well.. The truth is, I only practised once. Just tyco manage to get all the air bubbles out in 1 fast try.

And the cameras are just scary.. Like spycam like that. Zoom till so near. Got caught stoning away while patient is breathless, gasping for breath.

If possible, I want to try it again. And it's so different being an observer and participant. Seriously, why dont you try and if wad you say till so cheem like that. The only thing in my mind at that time was to relieve the patient airway as soon as possible. And even though it try to replica clinical setting, it's also different cause the paperwork itself is completely different and a dummy will remain a dummy.

Think about it.



and I'm feeling pretty frustrated now.. must sit down and think again. damn it.. it's ok if you dont want to admit. but remember, karma is a scary thing. I hope she's fine.

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10:22 PM

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I want to sleep early today for I want tommorrow to come faster..

I cant wait for school,
I cant wait for SBL

I just cant wait to see her again..

lalalalala
Nights

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8:41 PM

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Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease.

Chronic airflow obstruction due to airway obstruction caused by emphysema or/and chronic bronchitis.

Characterized by slowly progressive airways obstruction and periodic exacerbation, often related to respiratory infection.

They have hypoxic drive.

Potential skills I need to do for simulation:
Positioning
Assessment of copd patient
Ventolin Nebuliser
Vital Signs
Suctioning

Hmm.. did I miss out anything??

Simulation this monday.. Cant wait.. woohoo

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11:00 PM

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I'm soo bored. Anything for me to do??

If you free this weekend, lets go out or something. Call me.

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10:15 PM

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I sense something uncomfortable while at taking the lift at H block this morning. Thought just me so just take it la.. Though it took some time for the lift to go down to to level 2 even though it at level 3.

And the lift feel stuffy even though I'm alone.

Then after paeds tutorial azahar told me the scary feeling he feel just now while taking the H block lift.

He also feel it too and the lift was at level 3. The same feeling I feel.

So it's not only me. Wonder really got that thing there. Afterall, level 3 got cadavar at the bio labs.

We are freaking out. Somemore, one of azahar friend who use to be a technician at NYP say that area there not clean.

Maybe, this should be one of the lift I will avoid if I'm early.

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11:23 PM

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Today got the Sudoku competition at NYP.

At first wanted to join but Azahar says that registration closed yesterday. So was pretty upset la.. Cant take part. Wanted to just join in and have fun feeling tense. Of course not expecting to win la..

I only take part the 2nd round cause due to lack of participation, they allow last min registration.

Fun la..

Then after sch join Rx, Fi and Baox to study.. ended up laughing with Rad and Lex at another table.

After which we went to South canteen to buy wedges and North canteen to eat. And ya.. I dont like South food so there's no way I going to eat there even if you force me to.

Then go back library to study.. yup really study this time.

Finished the blood transfusion. Halfway through the reaction tomorrow wan to cont..

Mind maps are fun. If you want any of mine, just sms/call/msn me.



Alrite.. time to go bath.


Bye!

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10:05 PM

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I'm so very very happy today.

Thought it going to be another tiring day and ya.. I'm indeed tired but I'm happy :)

Though I was hungry after clinical, just attended developmental psych lecture. Cause I love psych. hahas

Then go for lunch and group meeting.
Seriously I find that group meeting purposeless..
Sigh.. shall not talk about that.

Then go bio..
I dont believe I going to say this but I think Bio is fun. yup.. let me repeat. Bio is fun.
Maybe cause I'm too high that why everything fun??

Then stay back in school and mug. Hahahas mugging is even much more fun.. draw 2 mind maps.

alrite.. thats all for now. I'm too hungry to continue.


Adios!

by the way..
If anyone want to study tomorrow, can look for me in sch library. I would be there. Just call me if you cant find me.

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9:50 PM

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I'm soo tiredd..

Today for clinical, got volunteered for 12 leads ecg.

Good point = free check-up
Bad point = i need to expose my body for quite a period of time.

Was freezing after finished the procedure..

My heart is normal!! hahas

Then slack slack ended up sleeping for paeds lecture.. I literally fall asleep while listening. The lecturer need to be better if she wants to keep ppl like me awake.. so ended up slacking in canteen for the 2nd hour.

Then ICA presentation, quite a number of ppl commented that my drugs are good. So glad.. However, they also do comment that my presentation was too brief. Can be improve..

I'll take note of that. Thanks for your generous comments :)

Ohh ya.. I heard shana recorded the ecg thingy.. wonder wad she do that for??

and I'm soo dead tired.. gonna bath then sleep..

Good nites

I enjoyed my day.. Did you? :)

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10:02 PM

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So sian.. play com daidee the whole morning..



those com very noob la..



after 202 rounds and 79 wins,



i earn like $1087.. every player start with 100 bucks each.



look look



















so who willing to pay their debt??


sian la..

think i go eat now..




Adios!

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1:47 PM

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Arhh..

I think I been having curse weekends..

Last week, I was very very bored cause no games to play..
This week, I got plenty of games to play but, I dont have a mouse.

Wake up at 9+ by my mum msg.. ask me to look for atm card in my dad's trousers pocket. Sounds simple rite? But the problem is, the trousers is in the washing machine..

Wah.. looking for the trousers in the washing machine is like wet and sticky enough..

trying to find the card in the pocket, that's even worst..

and ya.. my mum found the card somewhere else. means, it's not in the pocket. Wasted effort.

So go bath and practically slack whole morning..

Watch Hitch
Pretty good show for guys.. (Thanks azahar for the DVD)

Been listening to Bryan Adams (Fifi got me addicted)

Play solitaire (This is the only game I can play with a touchpad)
How I wish they were real money.. I have like $500++ on vegas..

Then evening go for jog since morning never go..

Now, I feel so full..
My bro treat me kfc and when my mum came home, bought more kfc..


Think I go watch Dragon Squad now.. Samuel says it's good

Adios!

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10:05 PM

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Arghh..

I was hungry so I ate my mouse..

hahas.. no. I'm still sane.

My mouse died on me.. and I was knocking and droping my mouse like 1 crazy idiot in the library just now

Afterall, for most electronic gadget, the basic "cpr" is

knock, knock.. try
if dont work,

drop it
if never work..

drop it from even higher ground.. use force this time..
still never work..

give it a super hard knock..
if never knock,

I presume it's dead

so.. anyone got any recommendation for cheap,small and portable mouse??

in the mean time, anyone got spare and willing to lend me?? msn/sms me..

I'll be thankful and willing to meetup with you just to collect it anywhere you want..
even if it's at the end of the world..

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10:44 PM

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Yawnsss..

Feel so tiredd..

Dont know why but I dont feel energise today. Just feel tired.

Woke up at 6 today,

have my usual morning run..
then go sch and have breakfast with samuel at Mac.

Maybe yesterday sleep late..

But on the bright side,
I just feel happy la..

Bumped into:

Wee Hong (very long time never see him. maybe if he dont frequent north canteen, I wont be meeting him though we shared the same campus.)

Shaheera in the morning on the way to school. and also her frens a couple of times in canteen, library and at corridors.. Wahaha.. I find one of her fren cute.

Hmm..

I think I be staying in the library for sometime today.. enjoy aircon in library. Hot weather..

So if anyone feel bored, feel free to look for me there. (will be here till around 8??) or if you're lazy, just msn me.. hahas

and ya.. my nite class is postpone.



Adios..

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4:48 PM

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Arghh!! I'm so so so dead..

I'm a social science kind of guy..

I prefer psychology, sociology, geography that kind of science..

Not Bio
Not Chem

Make me like them please please..

Not minding wad kind of grade I like but
For the sake of my happiness please..


Guess this is obstacle number #1

and if u see me slacking for lunch or playing laptop during Dr Sann's lessons, feel free to give me a punch/kick or anything nice..

I'll understand

and if you willing to teach me Bio for free, do give me a call or msn me..

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7:52 PM

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The high notes get higher..

I love this feeling of happiness..

no worries
no stress
nothing..

just

being happy
being crappy

and more importantly,

being myself..

those days are gone..
i hope..

Stress are nurtured.

and I like Ms Chia relaxation technique.. It really do make me feel stress.. sitting there trying to relax. Hahaha.. Me can never sit still and relax.

all rite.. staying happy for today and tmr..


happy deepavali peeps..



I wan continue pirating..

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11:42 PM

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err..

Did I volunteer myself for simulation? Sounds fun.. Let's handle some stress.. Lai Lai.. Stress me.. I feel bored. Lai.. Stress..

For those who are watching, please take note that this is a PPV event so, I expect some cash ahh.. hahahas dont give me sweet wrappers..

As usual, I'm pretty much very high today except after clinical. Dont know how many times told them already I dont like to work on an empty stomach.. So, just go la..

and ya.. I mean it when I say

A hungry man is an angry man..

time to bath, eat & sleep..

Ciao!

As a fren, let me advice u not to take things for granted..

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9:47 PM

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I declare today my lucky day!!

hahahas

I'm so happy today. Cause I feel lucky.

Early morning, I was late but, I met my lucky star.. and I arrive at 9.09. 1 more min and I would have to makeup 1 hour. hahas. but if 1 more time I goin to be late, I goin to get strike out.. meaning.. I need to replace another hour. But i dont mind.. hahahas

During clinical also, suddenly feel very proactive though im hungry. More of got shoot alot of time by ms christine. but i glad i did them. At least I learn smth new.. Hmm..

Then after brunch, go library, install a game. Hahas Thanks Azahar..

Go for the super boring paeds lecture.. Just dont like the way she teach. So super duper boring..
Ended up sleeping and talking to aisha behind.

Then go library decide to finish up some work. Super fun also.. cause I say so. hahas. I seldom sit downstairs but cause upstairs was crowded, find seat downstairs la..

Got lucky again!! haha.. cause, she's there. She as in.. I know, Lex know and no one else know la.. hahas.. for I wont go arnd telling ppl and so wont he for his life is at stake if he does.

Then go home..

now feelin hungry and smelly.. and sleepy..

hmm.. which one should I do first?

Suggestions??

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7:40 PM

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Hi

yesterday, nth much happen.. just practically sleep whole day and just thinking and choosing.

Hate to choose this kind of stuff.. but donno la. maybe let fate decide?? hmm..

today, at nite, finally have dinner with someone. with my family. haha

finally not a lonely dinner. not alone anymore. just like it la..

then go shop for grocery.. i practically just put alot of junk food in the trolley without my mum noticing.. hmm.. im a bad boy. hahas

so fun. hope got more shopping but i need to find a job first. im practically flat broke again..

hahas

nites

on this cold windy nite, how i wish i have you to hug.. =)

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11:17 PM

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I think I'm running a charity heree..

I just feel not right not being nicee. Even to ppl I just met.

And I feel weird if you know my name if I dont know yours or worst still, dont even know you at all..

Hope, there's more of FRIDAYS. Especially the one I had yesterday.

FUN and INTERESTING with full of SURPRISES

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1:06 AM

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wahaha..

today been an intersting day..

Woke up early.. but decided to watch 1 epi of kaiji. New epi ma.. so must watch. Furthermore, my bro go bath first. Say he runnin late for sch. Of course I very nice let him use first la..

Then he finish already, I havent finish. So just cont lo.. 1 epi of anime average 25 min ma.. and a person bath wont take that long one. Of course he finish first la..

Then bath all that, time was 8.10 super late already la..

decided to cab to sch. I seldom take cab to sch one.. even have also not peak hour. but today special. I got make up class to do. So die die cannot be late.

Wait.. Wait.. Wait.. 15 mins still no cab arnd. like 830 already lo.. so no choice :( call one la..

lucky the uncle very nice. Drive very fast.. ermm seldom see taxi uncle go 120km/h on expressway especially durin peak hrs. And total like $20.20 la.. so freakin ex. more ex then my "statistics in health care" book la.. I also bought that today.

Then reach sch already. enter 402 but they say Shana was in 401. So enter 401 lo..

Wahaha.. that one Shaheera class. There's always a first to everything. AND dont say I say event though it's in my blog. Her lecturer teach much much better then mine la.. Even my make-up partner says so.. wahaha so happy there.

Then go lecture then bio prac.

Bio prac so fun la.. first time i understand everything. Must be the dr explanation. He very good la.. Explain very clear and he also make it very interesting.

Then after class we "me and azahar" give him some feedback and comments regarding his teaching la.. Hahas. Postive one.. he say he'll try to take us for prac again. so good.

then slack in library and go for elective.

Stats seems not to be wad I expected. Very FUN!!

hahas.. guess only a nerd will say stat is fun.. but really FUN la..

The SPSS program also very very cool..

I think I'll blog again tmr.. cause I want to play some games before night class.

and also in the mean time, look at the gal in green jacket. She VERY VERY CUTE.. hahahahas

ok..

ciao!

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5:12 PM

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Hey..

Im tired today. Reach home at 10. Spend some time reading developmental psych. Thought will be one of the more boring psych but end up pretty interesting. Hmm.. Maybe I bring home the library books and read them over the weekend.

After that, have dinner and I wan to sleep now..

Maybe I blog more tmr.. Not today cause I wan to sleep..

and of course, I wan to kill Mr Sitt

For now, I'll restore my energy first.

Nites

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11:32 PM

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Hey..

Think I gonna blog abit today..

Basically, go school early today. Dont know why.. Just early la. Maybe cause have a good rest last nite? Hmm...

Then go school go lecture.. Med surg. I beginning to like this module.. Pretty interesting and fun. Yes can be difficult but try looking at another perspective..

Then go for breakfast. Nothing much la.. Was alone, enjoying wind and was pretty fed-up. My laptop cannot assess to internet again.. So sian lo..

So up I go to the eplaza. On the way there saw adelia.. Wah.. Long time never see her.. Think she did come to sch somewhere 1st week or 2nd but never really see upclose.. She still pretty much the same. Still short and pretty.. Chat with her awhile.. (By the way, she got a cat.. I want!!)

Then see the time.. I was runnin abit late for group meeting.. but since I'm late, might as well be LATE. So go eplaza get my laptop done..

My gosh.. The IT guy remembered me.. I just came like 2 weeks ago and now have same problem. He just reset my password and tadah!! It's done.

So go for group meetin.. and I was not late?? Belinda and Baox were later la.. so much for me rushing..

I did smth terrible again. I skip Bio class again. To eat lunch. Was super hungry and was not happy Raine offer Lex biscuit but nvr offer me.. Nvm.. I'll buy my own..

Then after school, try luck again look for Ms Christine. She forever not in her office lo.. So sian.. So Shana decide to just leave a note there.. Maybe tmr go sch early and see whether can go for thurs class instead. Dont want miss the med surg lec la.. neither do I wan to skip bio prac.

Then study in school. Till around 8. Pretty sian la.. Just realise I reserve the wrong Lemone.. But nvm la.. Buying soon anyway.. I think. When my bag at it's lightest.. hahas

Go home, mum's not cookin again. Have dinner outside alone again.. Wish someone just be there to have dinner with me. Been havin it alone all the time now. Pretty bored about it.. Human are not lonely creatures. They can hardly live alone. So have dinner with me ya.. anytime.. I'll just come down.

And talking about food, my latest antibiotic, amoxicillin, makes me super duper hungry.. and I thought it's just me. I ask my mum who also taking them, she also feels hungry everytime after taking it.. Hmm.. So if anyone wan to give me food, also can. I just eat them quietly and grow some fats. The more the merrier.

Ok la.. thats all for now..

See ya

Nites

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12:07 AM

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