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I'm sick.. my cough like gotten worst. In fact, my body feel warm.

Maybe it's the sedentary lifestyle
Maybe it's the oily fried food
Maybe it's the weather
Maybe it's the smoke
Maybe of those stuff that making me upset

so,
I shall live a healthier lifestyle
I shall avoid fries and nuggets for now. Eat more porridge =(
I shall stay indoor for the time being
I shall smile more

and of course, not forgetting to eat my medications

hais..

Sometimes I feel I'm such a crybaby.. is it so difficult to make me smile?
Sometimes I feel so tired being nice.. I just ended up getting hurt at the end of the day.
Am i asking for too much??

You asked me to do it again. I dont know whether I should. Would the same thing happen again? and I get irritated and upset all over again?

Im a goner

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2:24 AM

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Outer Sharke: I don't give a damn la..

Inner Sharke: Hais.. me is upset.. =(

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11:07 PM

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Why is fate so evil to me?? Did I do anything wrong??

It's not funny anymore..

Hais.. Life sucks

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12:13 AM

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http://www.2008lanternfestival.com.sg/

But attachment is starting soon unless I go on a weekend :(

and it's stupid to go alone..

Hais..

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1:36 AM

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Today, last day of exam. Means might be the last time i see some of them till graduation.

Kind of sad but oh well. Every good thing must come to an end. And trust me, this 2 and half years been the best of my life so far..


Had a chat with Azahar in the canteen.
He was like, "Wah! finally u alone ah? it feel so weird."
Ok la.. my bad for neglecting him.
HAHA.. sounds like i betrayed my gay partner sia.. but I not gay. I straight.
Really..
Dont believe take ruler check

Well we were chattin about alot of stuff la..
From his ang moh gal then give him some of my thoughts la..

Then chat chat chat
Then suddenly I got into the picture.
Can't seems to like hide anything from him.
But I must agree with him with this..

Being the youngest guy in class, always kena bully by him and Rx,

Rx must have told god, "There that guy.. yaya that guy. He was the one who laugh at me that time. Pay back. Pay back. His turn.."

Funny la.. Thought only me who thinks that it might have been Rx work sabotaging me but for him to bring it up just now, confirm that it's not only me who thought that way la.

And bet he's laughing at me now lo.. So much to ask him.

Rx ah.. come visit me leh.. I told you to visit the gals first but doesnt mean u can skip me wad. Walao.. Dont bias leh.


1 week holiday. waiting for 1st sept. Dont know wad to do for this 1 week.
Hmm..

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5:56 PM

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If I don't fail any paper and if everything ends well, shall have my last paper on 21st Aug at 12 noon.

Shall not take anymore paper here unless I decide to take advance dip..

BYE NYP!! MAY I NOT COMEBACK AGAIN FOR LECTURES OR EXAMS!!

ohh wait.. I'm celebrating too fast. Haven't take the paper yet :P

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12:08 AM

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Somewhere between our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I fell ...

I just dont want to admit it. I know I can't.
FUCK

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11:42 AM

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I don't know whether I should blog about this.. Oh well, maybe I should

Last night, Baox send me some photo we took the other day. Found smth weird about 2 of the photos. Shall not mention which one.

That idiot.. Never failed to give me a good scare..

He've always been the one taking photos and making collages. Didn't really took much of yours together.

Glad that you came the other day. I miss you. Really badly..

T.T

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7:48 AM

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Yesterday, was our final day at NYP. Next sem onwards all attachment so wont be going to school..

It's been a pretty fruitful poly life with many ups and little down. I still remember last time Mr Yeo my sec sch PE teacher told us, "enjoy your sec sch life cause you wont find anything this close and nice anymore."

I must strongly disagree.. Poly life is soo soo much more fun then sec sch life. Me and Linda was like.. "aiya.. sec sch 1 year enough la.. poly must have 5 years or more"

As you guys know, being living in the west and NYP so far away, when I first been there, I was totally lost. Always being with guys in sec sch, having shaheera as the only person I know there, I felt totally lost being there..

Especially the first few weeks, I felt totally uncomfortable in school. Not used to it all that.
Now, I love going to school. I dont want to leave..

Going to miss all those people there..

Going to miss..


Watching gals with aza while drinking a cup of teh

trying to understand wad TN and BJ are saying..

Shana looking at me while saying "Bye girls"

Pohling high pitch scream..

Belinda nag at me and askin me where's my ppt slides..

Looking at Mel having her dose of chilli tapioca

Saying "Hi Valerie" even though she's with me for hours..

Whining to Linda everytime in the train about everything..

Making fun of Baox small eyes..

Sharing pirated stuff with Rx..

Giving Ashley the weird look everytime she says she's fat. Ashley ahh.. you're not fat. You're pretty la.. cause I says so..

Calling yadanar banana

Waking rafi up when he starting to snore in clinical..

Bullying aisha everytime I see her.. Aisha, where's my cookie??

People going up to me and Fi asking, "are both of you siblings?? No? Then why both of you look alike??"

Looking at hid go crazy..

Having Tami as my mum in school..

Fighting alongside Adelia for our rights when our subgrp get too stress

Gaying with John when we in our gay mood


Sigh.. all this will just remain as memories..

NR0629.. I love you all.. Keep in contact ok? If you guys miss me, do ring me up

Love
Sharke

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5:13 PM

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9:17 PM

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5 days left.. before everything will just be stored as memories.

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1:28 AM

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ok..
Meifen complain that i been blogging too much unhappy stuff, so today, shall write happy stuff..

After 3 years walking pass that banner, few months of "when want to go?" we finally went to IKAN IKAN at grassroot club.

Went with baox, linda and val. OK la.. the food just ok. not really as nice as it looks but neither is it that lousy.

then since I was free, went to amk hub to get linda's wedgy with val..
phew.. it was stressful. very stressful.
"should I buy?"
"should i get it?"
"should i wait for discount?"
"is it too big?"
"nice not?"

and few other countless questions. After that, walk arnd abit.. Tried to tempt val but then failed. Too bad..


Anyway, alot of ppl been saying me and fi look so much alike. Really meh? I was curious so I showed my mum the pic i took with her yesterday.

Her response was like..

"Wow! Maybe that's what you'll look like if you were born a gal like you suppose to." Then she start asking 1001 questions. SHIT. That's why curiosity kills the cat. In this case, me.


ok la.. going get smth to eat before sleeping..
lately my throat been feeling very very dry. and it got worst with smelling all the burnings.

So, I must take care!
Bye!

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9:22 PM

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