I dont know. Woke up from a pretty bad dream. In fact, it was scary. Like really scary.
Gosh..
aren't I'm a bit too old to get nightmares?
PM shift today.
AM tomorrow.
My CI just successfully screwed up most of my plans.
That's lovely. Like really great.
Thanks!
So far, PRCP have been pretty okay.
Manageable but I feel like doing more. In fact, I know I must do more then just this.
Sometimes appear so lost in dont know what to do cause everything usually settles pretty fast.
GOSH!
I hate attachments.
/Hopped!
9:57 AM
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This part of my life, I called "fucking tired"
I'm so not used to this kind of thing. I'm feeling damn suckily tired which leads me in being grumpy. and the stupid big bad headache just got it worst.
and then everything all got worst.
I am seriously getting irritated by alot of stuff..
Hais..
/Hopped!
12:22 AM
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im stuck with a bunch of weirdos from other lecture halls.
ok.. they not that weird la. maybe im weird.
maybe it's first day.
maybe it's them.
maybe it's me.
who cares, i got 12 more weeks to go. might as well be weird as well.
weirdness is contagious.
guys.. if u happen to see this. dont kill me okay. im already so nice to sacrificed my soul to be the leader. im nice rite? u all love me rite?
but the CI is nice.
and I dont know why everywhere I go today I keep bumping into ppl I know be it SN or student nurse or wad.
and I didnt know rachel is workin at that ward. and it's super weird cause she remember seeing me but cant recall..
im so sad can we used to work tgtr 2 years ago. the most relax posting in my whole entire nursing life and still can get good grades.
ok
thats all for today.
im sian
bye
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12:09 AM
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Been having this sucky feelin ever since i woke up yest. The suckiest part is i donno wad this sucky feeling all about. It's getting the life out of me.
I dont know.
I really dont know.
Really really dont know.
It's making me upset. Really bad.
I feel so lonely..
really lonely..
/Hopped!
2:12 PM
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Been thinkin abit..
Feel like my life is abit too normal and plain. Like most people,
I scrap through pri sch.
Then come sec sch which I also scrap through.
Afterwhich comes the poly life where I get a little serious but never serious enough.
Then comes the ns which going to waste 2 years of my life.
Then try to build up my career.
Find a girl and get married.
Have kids
Stable income, stable family but just enough or maybe never enough to have more.
Kids grows up, kids leave home and I retire.
Spend the rest of my days taking care of grandchildren
Waiting to die..
Will this be like my life story? Do I want it to be this way? I dont know..
So far, my life been as plan this way.
Can I make a difference? Or am I most people?
/Hopped!
1:26 AM
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