First time,
First time in my nursing career I actually breakdown. After those fake smiles gone off.. Yea, I literally cried.
I dont mind you telling me I did nothing even though I did so.
I dont mind you scolding me if I did a mistake.
BUT
Can you dont do it infront of pts' and relative?
Not even my fault in the first place..
Infact, there's not even any to begin with.
It's not even time yet. And the pt's are eating. Why cant they eat finish first? A cup of milo and 2 slices of bread. 15 mins at most. is it too long to wait? NO.
Secondly,
I dont like mix ward. I dont like working on female pts.
Why must I do them? I never even touch any in the first place. I should not even be doing them in the first place. In fact, I was never allowed to.
I used to be ban from getting into a female's cubicle to do even parameters. I used to not be able to enter female isolation room. Now??
THEY DONT EVEN FUCKING CARE WHETHER IT'S OK FOR THEM OR NOT
Why? You think it's fun looking at their uncomfortable face? You think it's easy to focus when a gal reluctantly let you hold her arm so that you can finish your work? FYI, no.
So much for me not doing any work..
So,
who clean the shit on that pt when his diapers is soiled?
who change the pt out of his OT gown?
who ensure that the hourly para is up to date?
I'm not asking to take credits on what I've done. What I'm trying to say is that, I'm not a supernurse whom can finish everything without anyone's help. It's not possible for me to do everything. That's why, it's TEAM NURSING.
Enough said, I'm outta here. 3 full more weeks. 2 weeks before it's partially over.
Just getting it over and done with. Never want to go back there again. Never. That ward is a screwed up place.
Swollen eyes. Time to get some sleep.
/Hopped!
12:36 AM
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